faith

he was always a little bit peculiar and different from the norm
restless feelings harboured in a fragile mass
a mind too old for its body
neutral and mostly unbiased
imaginative
eager to know everything about the world
his head full of unrequested trivia
that somehow sticks around
raised inside the tradition
from which he has slowly drifted
despite familiar advice otherwise
the interventionist god has gone
the minute death brushed past him
twice in as many years
the spiritual journey continues
god has metamorphosed
into the essence behind the loudest bang ever heard
leaving questions and contradictions lingering inside
not knowing what and what not to believe
he still moves on
time will tell