attrition

when the crystal clearness sets in, the irreversible chain of events leading to change stops for no one. hate desperately kept inside a small box, right next to fond memories. hate fuelled by a sudden awakening of the heart, by cycles of mental rewind, play and pause. putting the odd-shaped pieces of the puzzle together. and realizing one of them was never meant to fit. belongs somewhere else. despite the clashing background and contrasting foreground, a fit was attempted. forcing the edges to bend. creating attrition. which always brings moving bodies to a stop.