herd 2.0

all i ever wanted was to be normal. to be able to fit in. all i ever wanted was to be more like the others and less of a weirdo. all i ever wanted was to have friends. real friends and not imaginary ones. all i ever wanted was to have my voice be heard. to have conversations instead of internal monologues. all i ever wanted was to love what other people loved. to do what other people did. to wear what other people wore. all i ever wanted was to smile with what other people laughed about. to think what other people thought. to be less myself and more the norm. that was all i ever wanted...