suicide pact

if you're not here, i don't want to be here. if you're gone forever, i want to go as well. if your face has lost its colours, i want to paint my face black. if you can't read anymore, i don't want to keep on writing. if your voice no longer fills the air with songs, i want to become deaf. if your hands won't ever touch me, i want to sever my own. if your mouth hasn't a smile, i will pierce my useless eyes. if you're no longer here, i don't want to be alive.